Ghost 0 Report post Posted March 31, 2016 Hi im ghost, but not in a sense that im worried that im invisible, more that i wish i could be invisible im not a very nice person, i must say, because i get so caught up in my own worries that i forget about everything else i know that there must be other people like me, but no one i know is it's strange, there are so many people like me yet none close to me??? It makes sense but i don't want it to. I want my parents to understand that im not lying when i say that i don't want them touching me, that i don't hate myself like my sister but that i wish i could tear my skin off and disappear because it feels like everyone is staring at me and it scares me. im not scratching my arms because i think i deserve it, but because i can't /not/ scratch myself and pull out my hair. It's like an instinct. im so scared of everyone, and myself, and im so scaredof objects and school and responsibilities but i don't trust anyone enough to let them take over. I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet, but im going to see my sister's therapist? Psychologist? Something-- very soon. Please respond to this, because im not scared of people when i only see their words Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dino 3 Report post Posted April 4, 2016 Hi Ghost Firstly my apologies for my late reply Secondly i notice like a lot of us that suffer you say your not a very nice person re your own worries etc -that is so common to have this low self esteem -but i have read your other post about how much you helped your sister so to me that makes you a very kind and indeed caring person Have you spoken to your doctor or a therapist regarding all the above if not i suggest you do as there is no shame about any of your phobias etc I also hope the psychologist helps you understand how to control your feelings etc Also please try our chat room where others may be able to help you more Again a huge love dino xXx Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
